I've got this swagger in my step again and I love it. A lot of factors have come into play in the past few months and I am thankful for them, I saw the fruits of my labor and the ever increasing results of living life and enjoying the time you have left. A lot has to be said about my self worth. I'm just now feeling that my self worth equals what I can be, the goal is to excel at both but I won't be disappointed if things progress further.
I look ahead to what is in store with me as the days count down, a few birthdays and a special Christmas for me. I haven't even begun shopping for my loved ones, although I don't think a gift is needed other than the gift of family, it is definitely a privilege and something I can say that I am happy to have in abundance.
I've been transitioning physically and though the rewards have been awesome I've become greedy. My trainer is hilarious and awesome, he makes me dig deep when the tanks empty and I love him for that. The benefits are in the work habits and it all depends on me after the workout is over, eating right, taking the right vitamins and stuff are the key to my success. We've been going at this for almost a month now and I can definitely see improvements but I want more, much much more.
My two years working is coming to a close, I hope to extend this longer but we'll see how it goes. Wishing for the best but preparing for the worse. I want to reflect on my working term with my next post. The people I've met and the abundance of awesome stuff I learned, not to mention all the not so awesome stuff.
Stay forever young bitches.
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