I'm alive and awake much to my happiness, I had a lot of fun last night with the dinner a little dancing and a lot of drinking, maybe a little too much drinking.
Dinner was amazing, everything was fresh and tasted very yummy I loved the entire menu that was prepared, you had to be there to believe it.
I opened my eyes to a new day and a very active mind, I was one year older and from the perspective of some I was actually a "jerk" although they could not come out and say it to my face, they decided to coddle me. I firmly believe that friends tell you what you need to hear, not what you want to hear, unfortunately the latter was chosen and I am okay with that. I got the message. Should our paths never cross again I will be content knowing such. Friends come and go and the worst of it is over for me, I move on knowing that life is about learning from the decisions you make, learn from the positives, be attentive to the neutrals and ignore any negatives. To deny yourself the pleasure of knowing an outcome is something I pass up all the time, something I am destined to change over the time I have left, I don't care how long it takes me. So what did I learn last evening? When I refuse to express myself honestly I'm doing a disservice to myself and the ones around me.
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