Oh well, so be it. That will be all,

Oh well, so be it. That will be all, get out of here and hurry! - Vegeta dbz

The Anime never gets old for me, I love the cheesy quotes and the characters. Shortly it will be Thursday, one more day before Friday which signals the end to this storm I am in. The week thus far has not been awesome, I've been pushed around quite a bit and I just about reached my tipping point. Where does one begin? let me see...

Sunday was going well until I made an attempt to fix my vehicle which I have been put off fixing because I only want to fix what is required to make it run, apart from that I have no desire to put any money into it other than gas. Ultimately I had a blow up with my father over my ability to repair what was broken, I will say I made a mistake and I'm not perfect and repair was right, but my method was wrong so in my fathers eyes the entire repair was wrong. Nonetheless I was happy to have learned a valuable lesson in how my father works, something I'll take with me next time we have to work on any vehicles.

Monday was exceedingly bad as I had to take off work for some banking appointments, I will say I am questioning how banks treats it's customers. I was none to happy to change my schedule to accommodate them seeing as I'm the customer, but you gotta learn to compromise in life or you'll end up hating everything, or worse have this superficial idea that people have to bend to your will cause you are the awesomest person in the world.

Tuesday and Wednesday work was bonkers! anything and everything that was wrong went wrong. To make things more interesting I've been tapped for some projects that are going to be pretty awesome if I can get them finished, I am also trying to save my company from spending huge amounts of money on equipment it does not need.

I was talking with my friend about our work weeks and all he recommended to me was to "accept it" by that notion I knew what he meant. None of this crap is going to matter in five days, five hours or five years, So why the hell am I stressing out? I took a bunch of deep breaths and all the noises went away, people talking were silenced, phones stopped ringing and my eyes diverted to the window, looking outside as I took deep breaths periodically closing my eyes thinking about the silence, wanting the silence, knowing that even though I don't feel awesome right now, my awesomeness within is waiting to emerge again , I have to weather the storm. For now that will be all.