Hey Pretty Baby With The High Heels On....

You Give Me Fever, Like I've Never, Ever Known - Michael Jackson

I never really knew what that "fever" is that he's singing about so I can't say the same but he's right in expressing it. When you find something you want, just go for it, no point in thinking about it. This has become a learning curve for me, I'm on the apex right now. I have always been worried about the outcome instead of the experience that leads to it. Being to preoccupied with myself for such a long time, I always enjoyed the logic behind everything I did, After some much needed tuning I want the emotion behind it.

I always use to think I was the in flux, right now I think my surroundings are, looking at everything in my life there's been a progression, as I progressed so did my surroundings,I never really cared about the progression of my surroundings cause I was too focused on my own progress. My natural progression has been wonderful, but I think my progression needs a break.

I saw a friend who I hadn't seen in a while, timing scheduling or whatever, we just couldn't find a time, but having those times with them is really special in their own way, I left knowing the paths we're on are very different, yet we've each walked in the others shoes, a very good feeling to know that the path I'm on has been walked before, and the experience learned from it will only make me better for it. I try not too worry about the bumps and bruises, but it's hard to now worry about them when you know they are coming.


Halloween was pretty laid back, I was on candy patrol and only got about 15 kids or so, I had the cutest little lion come to the door, I ended up giving him so much candy that he was barely able to pickup his plastic pumpkin candy holder!! I also had the jabawokeez come to my door, that was pretty awesome, they busted a move on my lawn I had to throw them more candy for that.