Cause the story I heard is the people are bored.......

so don't go that way, don't go that way - Blind Pilot


I read a lot how the journey to reach your goals outweighs actually hitting them which for the most part is very true. I can't count the times I have begun a journey only to stop because people said I could not do it, or in fear that I will fail. We've all done that in some part. What separates us? The ones who dare to start the trip not knowing what will happen and the ones who don't dare to take a step out the door. That's what separates us.

I've been in a pretty good spot laying low under the radar enjoying what I've got. I've seen what destructive power people can wield over you when they think they're "better" than you in what they've achieved in their life. Any form of education, work title, material possessions, does not make you awesome in my book, having character, being a good person makes you aces in my book and that's enough for me. I've only met a handful of people like that, I don't even count myself on that list cause I am not as awesome as they are, I strive for their awesomeness knowing that I'll get there somehow. On a different tangent I really do feel like Vegeta from dbz. I never fully understand how some people got to be as awesome as they are and just like Vegeta I want what they have, but I am not willing to sacrifice my well being to have it. I know that if I apply myself and keep an open mind I can get there. They say "better late than never." I think that's right, cause I am pretty d@mn late to this party.

On the flip side I found out some not awesome news at work, I always knew my career was not concrete but it's the path I took and I don't regret it one bit. Somehow going back to school seems more and more like a reality, until I am presented with such a path I'll be cautious about this path I'm on.