Adiós 2017

What a year. I a lot happened a lot stayed the same and a lot changed. While im sad to see it go, I'm happy to start again.

The world works in weird ways.  Sometimes  it  tells you things that you ignore and other times you completely miss the message.

I took a prerty big pay cut to work closer to home, but the job I took is not the job I signed up for..so I'm in a catch 22 at the moment. Something I hope to change in the new year. I will say there is solace in having my sanity, my time and my life back. So I can't really complain.

The gym has been very hit and miss since I've been back, I haven't been able to discipline myself and eat like crap more often than I care to admit. I'm just too comfortable with my surroundings to make any changes. This is something that definitely is on my list to change next year and probably my most important change that needs to be made. I did this to myself and I need to be better to get myself out of it.

My love life has been non existent for a VERY long time. I'm 35 now, on the cusp of an area of my life where I am on the outside looking at all my of my married friends having kids, and having a life that I always thought I would have. Sad to say it but I feel like a complete failure in this area. I miss the daily interaction of a relationship the stupid funny parts that make it work and all the quirks that come with it.

2018 is the year I tackle the 2 things that scared me. Hola 2018!!!