Things have an unexpected way of happening to re-assure you that life is good and awesome.
I found myself as such when I had dinner with a friend before her long overdue vacation. Last I spoke to her was just before christmas and we had a difference of opinion of friendship. Since then I had noticed that I was an arms length friend at most. Something I had grown to accept, I was well aware of what my friendship was worth and what kind of friend I am. I harbored no hard feelings towards her at all. Do I wish there was more tea and dinners? hell yea, who wants to be cramped up in a house for extended periods of time? I've learned a lesson and I am not going to reach out when I don't have to. I'll leave that for the ones who are insecure and needy.
Dinner itself was pretty awesome, I had chicken schwarma (mmmmm schwarma...) I definitely enjoyed catching up . Most of the talk was about her(cause she really wanted to spent the evening listening to how awesome I am =D). Listening to her describe herself through the eyes of another was pretty comical to me, as these were things I've mentioned to her in fewer words. I was very happy seeing that she understood these things about herself, she's grown a bit since I last saw her(which is awesome!). I was more than happy to lighten the mood(at times) for such an intense topic. When these things come to the forefront its a real eye opener. Since I've began this dinner/tea outing I see progress on her end which is great, however I feel that this a book I have read before, no matter how many times I have read it the ending is still the same and I haven't learned anything new, maybe I just like reading these kinds of books? Next time I think I'll try a choose your own adventure book.
In an recent turn of events I've got this hop in my step again, I am very refreshed and back to the awesomeness that is Michael. My work has gotten up to speed and I have found a new way to connect with those around me, I just awesome everywhere and people lick it up like honey. I'm awesome
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